My Bestfriend's Wedding

Alhamdulillah selamat sudah..

I called her geera.
We getting friend since primary school..then become more closer when we in same class..
till now..still b 1 of her bestfriend..
she found herself in luv in 2002..wahh lamer kan..
alhamdulillah they engaged last er and now she's became Aswad's luvly wife..
hehehe

Dear geera..
Im so happy for both of u
alhamdulillah Allah bless all the doa'
wish u all da best
try to be the best 1st lady in Aswad's heart hohoho
as Aswad's as ur President for your whole life

luvly geera
takecare urself my dear..& may u b 1 of the mithali's wife & good mama hik2
InsyaAllah I'll always pray 4 ur happiness my dear

Lastly..
congratulations!!
muahhs

i'll sUrvive....``

ermm jumaat lepas ader gurls nite.. lamer tak kuar 1 geng..actly nie sj jer hangout utk G..she's getting married nexweek..pasni pepahamla confirm susah sket la...lebih2 lg dier kt sarawak huhu..

almost 2 1/2 hrs there..bley thn gak makcik2 ni menjerit..skali skala exercise hahaha//
wateverla..janji enjoy..kasi senang hati yg susah..

then for last song kitorg nyanyi lagu i'ill survive... 1 of my fav sonng hik2.. penuh makner beb..
kene ngn jiwa ku..kih2//

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to carry on
and so you're back
from outer space
I just walked in to find you here
with that sad look upon your face
I should have changed my stupid lock
I should have made you leave your key
If I had known for just one second
you'd be back to bother me

Go on now go walk out the door
just turn around now
'cause you're not welcome anymore
weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye
you think I'd crumble
you think I'd lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
as long as i know how to love
I know I will stay alive
I've got all my life to live
I've got all my love to give
and I'll survive
I will survive

It took all the strength I had
not to fall apart
kept trying hard to mend
the pieces of my broken heart
and I spent oh so many nights
just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
Now I hold my head up high
and you see me
somebody new
I'm not that chained up little person
still in love with you
and so you felt like dropping in
and just expect me to be free
now I'm saving all my loving
for someone who's loving me

dan bila dah jumpe mcm2 criter la dikongsi..smpt lg dorng duk merisik kabarku.. ader unsur2 mengusik sket..sibuk nk mengenenkan kt aku...mentangla ku single..tp sketnyer terharu ar..kwn2 ku ni mmg sket punyer concern psl life aku (dh aku jer yg xda bf) dr zmnsek sampai skang..xhbs ngn tips2 heheh mmg miss la kt diorg ni..
tapi yg pasti..org yg btul2 close ngn aku jer btul2 tau aku ni rs camner.apa yg kurasa..apa yg ku pernah lalui..apa yg kubuat..apa yg aku xkan buat...yg lebih2 mengenali hati ni..siapala lg kalu bkn Allah swt...(",)

xkisah2 pun..misti ada sebab kan..hehehe
agak2 apa la tu er?

kehidupan perlu diteruskan

ermm...mcm2 kan..mcm2 berlaku kt dunia nie..tp kite kecik kn sket skop..mcm2 berlaku dlm thn ni.. dlm diri ku..haish.. setahun hampir berlalu..tinggal 27 hr jer lg nie..dh nk msk thn br..2010..

crite psl posting..
ermm crite psl posting tak yg tak hbs2..mcm2 crite didgr + disampaikan + diwar2 kn dn yg sekufu dgnnya.. ntah maner btul mana tak..
tup2 smlm br dpt msg dr kwn ku R yg ckp result posting leh check kt website kpm 5 jan.. haduish sbln lg tue.. ermm parah gak nie... hrp2 awl la lg ni.. hrp2 sumer dpt posting..
itu kalu dh tersenarai..kalu yg ak tersenarai? nk wat per?
duk mengembg lg la kt umh huhuhu lg sadis...

tu crite psl posting..

tp ader citer lain..br intro jer tu..

Syukran jazakillah...

ya..aku rs aku ok..sentiasa bersyukur kpd Tuhan yg masih bg berpeluang aku bernafas di bumi indah ini..meniti + mengharungi segala cabaran dan ujian yg datang menghampiri. Tidak dinafikan kadang ada juga keluhan di hati tp alhamdulillah ada lg kesempatan bermuhasabah diri..bersyukur sgt..sgt-sgt..tp itulah..kita mampu merancang tp Tuhan yg menentukan semuanya..

kadang-kadang org sekeliling kita buat2 paham tentang diri kita. ambil berat tentang kita. sayang kita.terima kita seadanya.selalu mengalu2kan kedatangan kita..tu hanya kdg2 jer..ader jer yang mmg btul ikhlas nk tolong kita. nak bukakan mata kita..bukakan hati kiter..tula kan tak semua..asalkan kiter postif + ikhlas + niat krn Allah..insyaAllah semua ok..kan?

yg pastinya.. hy diri kita jer yg faham & tau setakat mana keikhlasan kita kan..

terima kasih x terhingga..
chelong+chesu yg sungguh2 brainwash gue ttg r/ship + getting married
to yan + nor + ika duk xhbs mengusik itu ini + sibuk2 wat iklan time lecture tue..huhu


p/s: msg from shima

sekadar renungan....

Dalam hidup ini... Tuhan akan bg kita peluang untuk berjumpa dgn org yg btul2 kita SAYANG
tp itu hanya SeKali..(1x jer)
Sekiranya kita leka..kita kan kehilangannya buat selama2nya ,,
Tapi kita tak pernah tau pun siape kang gerangannya
jika kita sendiri xpernah cuba untuk menilai kehadirannya
Mungkin bila semuanya dah berlalu..kita baru sedar..& mungkin kita dah tak berpeluang memilikinya lagi untuk selamanya...

ermm mayb....